Dream of the Red Chamber
The Stone Book of 22 times, Nobile's birthday, the Jia Mansion opened a pear garden party to watch a play.
"The first time I saw her was when I saw her in the pear garden. The first thing to go on the list is the fact that you'll be able to find a way to get the most out of this.
The first time I saw this, I thought it was a good idea to have a little bit of a look at this, but I also thought it was a good idea to have a look at this.
The first time I saw this was when I was a child, I thought, "I don't want to be a child," he said.
I suddenly thought that often, we are not in a strange circle, the world is not so terrible as we think, but we are too sensitive to this little hypocrisy and repression. Whether it's a fantasy story, or the real environment we live in, we can't help but hold an innate hostility and criticism, and even the worst malice to speculate on everything around us.
Guided by this mindset, all imperfections are magnified by our imagination. Seeing out why everyone around us is stupid and selfish, hypocritical and pathetic, and always feeling that our inner freedom and beauty is strongly suppressed in this environment, gives birth to pessimistic feelings about life and society as a whole.
This kind of emotion makes us think that we have seen the truth of the world and know the origin of life, and we change from looking askance to cynicism. In this emotion as the background of thinking and influence, we eventually become Lin Xi in the "bloom to malaise" as said: "the last remaining self, can't afford to be picky; the last to myself, also not quite look up to...".
I don't deny that grief and anger is philosophical and inspiring in its own right, yet are our lives really that bad?
It is human nature to feel sorry for oneself, and the beauty of a beautiful robe of life cannot be tragic without a few lice crawling on it. But when we resist the world, can we really prove our sincerity? Does this resistance, in and of itself, really mean anything?
We loathe the whole world without ever thinking about the roots and necessities that formed it. There is no way we can get away from it all, but instead it is often our actions that reinforce the rules of society that we believe to be cannibalistic. So are we just as hypocritical and cowardly in the eyes of others?
If, like Gauguin in The Moon and Sixpence, you know what you want and have the courage to make it happen, then I'm definitely batting for you. But if you don't know what you want, and are just angry at the world, then I think you may not be as sincere as you think you are.
About Nobile, she's always been perfect in my mind. I don't think she's hypocritical or at fault, let alone a victim of feudal rituals and such.
She didn't hurt anyone or stand against the entire world, but she held her own just the same.
Even if no one understood her, no one had ever loved her, even if her end was equally lonely and empty. But she had tried so hard to enrich her own life and tenderly love and care for the feelings of others. In contrast to the sharp, idealistic hostility that Daiyu has towards the world, Bao Nobile is undoubtedly someone I feel is more worthy of love and respect.
The world has never failed us; in fact, what makes us unhappy is simply ourselves.
The only person who can make us unhappy is ourselves.
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